The day I took bunso to her Pedia for a check-up was the same day she got admitted in the hospital. At half past 10pm, she was again nursing 39., since it was already time for her medicine, I thought I’d give her milk first. She finished her milk and after a couple of minutes, gave her medicine. As I was about to go to our dining area to keep the medicine in the fridge, I heard her threw up. I panicked. Picked her up from the bed and called my mom and told her to come to our house. Few minutes later, mom and dad were home. Dad stayed in the house with Ate Deye while me and my mom took bunso to the hospital.

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I had a serious conversation with my husband months ago, and asked him if he still wants another baby after Erchelle and he was kinda okay about it, thinking we’d have a baby boy if I’d get pregnant again. He even told me if he gets an increment next year, he’d probably want one more kid. I laughed about it coz they get salary increase every year so meaning he really wants another baby. If it weren’t for the struggle I had gone through, I would definitely want another one.

Until now I am still puzzled how it happened. Why did I have to go through a C-sec delivery, to think I had taken complete prenatal vitamins, had my monthly check-ups, followed every single instruction my OB had given me, yet, I still went through a hard labor.

To be honest, getting pregnant again is not on my list. Unless I could still have one 7 years after.

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Yep, you read my title right. I lost another 2lbs in less than a month. Of course not, I didn’t take any apidexin pills or anything similar yet. It just so happened that I don’t get enough sleep at night and I get up at 3am everyday. When I work and stay up late at night, the effect is just too fast. Even if I eat rice 3x a day, it just won’t affect my diet. Well, I’m glad my metabolism cooperates well, otherwise, I’d be crying now for gaining so much weight.

However, I don’t like the fast effect that is happening now. My bulges are still there and I can’t do anything about it as yet. I still can’t do sits up until next year. So imagine a slim built with bulges? Ah! Now that’s not nice!

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While I was reading some info on www.supplementing.com, I suddenly remembered the draft post I made last night. I would love to take part on Baby Bella’s fund raising to her surgery done the soonest possible. Baby Bella is just almost my baby’s age and currently suffering from Hernia. She is the youngest daughter of Mommy Rubz. If I am not mistaken, I’ve known Mommy Rubz already for over 3 years now. With all the things she had already gone through in the past years, I feel it’s too much for her to still take all the loads she is currently having right now.

A little amount won’t hurt you. So please, share your blessings. Don’t you just love the fact that you will be helping a baby step out from danger? You may visit Baby Bella’s site, just hit the Donate button on the sidebar. Thanks in advance!

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I sometimes feel I am so unfit and not healthy. Not just the age but the reality of getting old. Whenever I read colon cleanse, diet, breast cancer, heart problems, kidney malfunction and hypertension, I get alarmed by the thought of “what if?” I have one of these.

I know I am such a brat when it comes to health issues. I am anemic but I stay up so late at night finishing tasks that help me earn a living and make the ends meet. I have UTI but I always drink sodas without getting it replenished with water. I know personally I have health problems but I blindly neglect whatever is to be done correctly.

*sigh*

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