Do you easily adapt to new things/surroundings? Unfortunately not! It takes a lot of time for me to adapt to new things completely because I choose not to. I am the type of person who first observe and if I feel that I really belong to the crowd/group, then it’s okay. Otherwise, I choose to be on my own.

Most of the people I just met in person think that I am snob, but really I am not. I give myself time to adjust may it be with the people I encounter or the places I am at. Maybe I have this fear of rejection that what if I smile at them and they won’t smile back at me. Same with the places I have been to, I try not to get myself used to it as if I’ve been there half of my life already. I don’t want to come to a point where I can’t let go of the place/person anymore. It is me who control it coz I know it’s the right thing for me.

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